I hate that i like you.

this feeling that i have inside is one of a kind
my heart beats fast
and when i see you i can't breathe
you might not know how i feel since we are best friends
you like another girl
we tell each other everything but i've left so many things out
i've never had this feeling
it's amazing
i put on a smile so you won't see that i am hurt
you talk about her every single second
things are going on at home that i want to talk about with you but you don't listen
i thought guy friends where the best
i am happy for you
but i still need you to be there for me
i feel alone
i don't understand
now that she is yours you don't have time for me
maybe when you realize that you've lost a good friend
you might run back
i hope you do because i'll be waiting
you want me to show you my true feelings but i don't
i hate you so much
but i am so STUPID that i still like you
i wish i could forget about you but i guess i can't
i'll be waiting
you might be trying to cover up that you like me by saying that you like somone else
but i guess that's for you to know and for me to find out.