ThEsE ArE My pOeMs i hOpE ThEy MeAn sOmEtHinG To ThE PeOplE ThAt rEaD ThEm!!!!!

boom
crash
the pain is unberable!!!!
is it hunger?
or is it pain within the soul?
is it because of a guy or because i'm just hurting?
is it because i need more love?
or is it because i am changing?

me myself me

i'm a different kindof person
on the sraight and nerrow
yes i might be a lil' bossy
but hey thats something that i have to work on
back off i'm a human!!!!
i make mistakes like everyone
my name is ivana
i am unique
i'm happy with myself
whenever someone says that they're not good it gets on my nerves
why? yoy may ask
because it's like saying that God made a mistake
but i guess that's their opinion.

singing is my life
it's the thing that i can do
whether i am crying or laughing
my songs are sweet but then they turn sour
i try my best to be happy but it's just hard
i can't forget what i've been through but when i'm in a good mood the world seems like the perfect place.

my obidience

why dosen't anyone listen to me!!!!!!!!
i know the truth but i am ignored!!!!
i can't fit in!!!
i feel lonley!!!!!
i have God yes i know!!!
but i need someone else!!!!
i have a family and a lot of friends
but it's not the same!!!!
i'm saving myself for the person God has for me!!!!
but it's hard
but i know that my obidience will soon pay off.

My NiGhTmArE!!!!

I FALL ASLEEP
I START WITH A SWEET DREAM
BUT THEN IT BECOMES DARK AND COLD
I SEE RED EYES BLACK SILLOUETES
HIS EYES STARE ME DOWN
I'M AFFRAID
I TRY TO WAKE UP BUT MY EYES DON'T OPEN
HELP!!!!!!!
HE'S CHASING ME!!!!
WAKE ME UP!!!!!
MY SWEAT IS COLD
I'M DYING!!!!
BOOM!!!!!!!
IT'S ALL OVER.

the journey to get home

i've been traveling for so long
goeing throuh valleysand over mountains
all that time i've been thinking of one thing

HOME.

home is where you are
where i belong
it's warm and cozy
and away from the cold


it's where i feel safe and sound
it's where i am needed

that's why i am taking this journey just to get where i belong
HOME.

it's life......suck it up!!!!

have you ever had a dream?
and you wante to fulfill it real bad?
have you ever felt that someone is standing in your way and won't let you fulfill it?


have you almost given up one of your privlages just to get to that dream?
have you ever wished that life was easier?


have you ever lost a friend?
have you ever had a crush?
have you ever made a mistake that can't be fixed?


have you ever been under pressure?
have you ever just wanted to scream your head off?
don't you ever wish that you could fly away?


why does life have to be so hard?

forever grateful

my life had fallen apart
i felt alone
i felt my face
it was weat with tears i had cried
i wanted to go to sleep and dream of somewhere special
because of your grace i am still here
i was in your arms all along
but i put them aside
you tried to show me how much you loved me
but i ignored you
but because of your love and grace i am still here
i am forever grateful to my father in father.

MENT 2 BE!!!!!

i'm yours your mine
we belong together
we're two seperate people
but when we are together we are one
you pull me close
our eyes connect
you turn away
i ask what's wrong
you sayed i'm loosing feelings
i cry my eyes out
you went away
you never came back
and that ment 2 be dream was gone


when i was with you everything was right
now that you are gone my world has fallen apart
i need you near
and i want to be loved by you.